Thursday, December 29, 2011


He left me at his age of 77,
he left me when i was in Penang,
he left me with my picture in his wallet,
he left me with his last strength
to be strong wanted to be with me on my big day.

dia pergi dengan tenang dan senang,
tidak menyusahkan sesiapa.

Dia lah yang mengajar aku membaca Quran,
dan untuk dia lah aku membaca Quran.

Semoga arwah berdiri sebaris dan dikalangan org2 beriman,
dan turut bergembira menyaksikan majlis saya dari sana.

12 Feb 2012, hari ke-50 pemergian nya.

Here in my heart, You will always stay.


Thursday, November 17, 2011

hope and faith

less than three months to the wedding
preparation is going well, glad i started early
wedding dress 1, going to the tailor in Ampang Park tmrw
walaupun im still unsure on which design to choose
yes, i am fickle like that
and will be going to Penang after that to meet the tailor for wedding dress 2
sambil2 join the Penang Bridge International Marathon

i am currently down with mild fever and cough
was busy with sister's wedding last weekend
lack of sleep and rest, that is why
but im alright, still can go to work and classes

i had a lot of thinking and pondering before sleep lately
about life, marriage and yada yada
i was ready and eagerly wanting to get married, at one time
not saying that i have changed my mind
but the feeling of...scared of being someone's wife
i understand the obligation and what nots
but it becomes scarier to think whether if he can make me happy all the time
without being neglected or ignored
and it becomes scarier-er to think if i can make my future husband a happy husband
agree with his retweet on twitter

RT: Falling in love is one of best feelings in the world,
but falling in love with the wrong person is what I don't wanna feel.

Can't say anything much, i guess
but to pray and have faith
minta dijauhkan benda buruk dan dikurniakan benda yg baik2 belaka
and i hope this feeling is a reminder to me, to be a good partner
and importantly, a good wife to him
memories are always be the things that give us the strength

I am doing the best for the wedding
because i believe that the six years of love deserves a celebration
and i trust, the love that i have now is the purest and the best i ever had

"Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad,
but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living."
- Sandra Bullock in Hope Floats

Sunday, November 13, 2011

the 11.11.11 couple

Introducing the newlyweds
Killah + Fairuz

Have a long and happy life together!

Friday, November 4, 2011

hundred days

Hundred days left to my wedding
Let's enjoy single life! :)

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


wow. thanks for visiting.
the stats counter suddenly goes up from 38133
tell me you like the video :)

i cant wait for the big day, people!

Monday, September 12, 2011

let's celebrate

Hapy birthday, girls!!
...and Happy anniversary Ina and Abu :)

This time six years ago,
we were at Perhentian Island to celebrate love.

and exactly in five months time,
we gonna celebrate love again,
with a ring on my finger.

You have made me a better person by loving me for who i am.
Thank you, Love.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Easy life

Life is much easier when your problem is not actually your problem.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Aidilfitri 1432H

Ramadhan is over, and alhamdulillah i did it full this year! :)

Have a safe celebration, everyone.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Flower Jar Binx

Heyya girls,
I have 60 units of decoration glass jar/bottle with white ribbons for rent.
Suitable for centerpiece decoration :)
can be used for your wedding or other event

(this is a rough idea what u can do with the jar)

email me at if interested.

Cheers !

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

save the date

p/s: share with me your wedding checklist, girls

Saturday, July 16, 2011

You'll Never Walk Alone

We were there at the Liverpool Asia Tour 2011.
Wuhoooo !!

Thursday, July 14, 2011

ina & aboo

ina & aboo

+ it has been 70 months together,
and i still remember the day he said the first three-magical-words

+ it has been 3 weeks since the day he bended on his knee,
and i still smile remembering the way he put the ring on my finger

+ yeah, we gonna get married in Feb 2012,
6 months from now :)

+ i have got my self a wedding organizer! excited pls
+ semangat kan?

p.s: i love you to the moon and back :*

Friday, June 17, 2011


result is out ! it's not as good as last sem's :(
but alhamdulillah. tanak complain dah.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Retweet # 3

RT @TheNoteboook: Taking someone for granted is like giving the world permission to give them to someone else. Appreciate what you have.

I came across this and just thought of sharing. Remember the first phrase. Understand the last phrase.

Awhh Sedih ah!!! Shhhh

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Ten updates

Let's update something here.
I've been putting pictures sahaja on my blog lately.
Sorry ah, busy :)

1. I'm on 'school holiday' till September 12. Yahoo! Jom pergi holiday, girls.
2. Did i tell you Atuk was admitted to hospital again two weeks ago. Anemia Aplastic? And he refused to go for a check up this week, and kept trying to convince us the medicine he's on now making him feels better. Degil.
3. Dad is planning for a trip with adik2 in December. Island hoping katanya. Contemplating whether to join or not to join. By then, the younger sis dah kahwin, dia langgar :) and if i join the trip, it's gonna be only Mama, Ayah, Amir and Mirah :(
4. Have you seen running skirts? I want one. I hope Abu will find one in LA for me. C'on, motivate me! and oh please google Saucony ProGrid Kinvara. Ciken habes.
5. Big bro and I are planning to write a letter to our boss asking for an increment :) Pray for us! Harga minyak dah naik, apatah lagi harga gula. Alasan.
6. Oh. It was my mum's bday yesterday, i bought her a Longchamp's..and she asked for a Gucci for next year's. Lebeyyy.
7. I need to change my car tyre. Bila? Next month lah. Cannot delay.
8. This one confirm cannot delay anymore. Renew driving license pls? It has been 2 mths already. Sheesh! Harap takde compound.
9. June gonna be a super busy month. Arkib Negara Audio Visuals Gallery, Arkib Negara Mendatang Sembah event with Sultan Pahang, Anual Report Perkeso and Pos Msia IPPS Appreciation Night. Hope everything going smooth.
10. It's Lora's akikah this Sunday morning. Yay. See you girls.

it's 3:56 am now. Let's have a cig and off to bed ! Good night.

Monday, May 16, 2011


+ Bob's Rainbow Bridal Shower
+ So we threw a bridal party for bob, hmm.. 2 months ago
+ They got married early April
+ yeah, dah lama dah, but baru nak update here :)
+ so colorful kan? heheh

Thursday, May 12, 2011


comel gila murard ni. 3 mths old, and he's big !

Monday, May 9, 2011

being too accommodating

kadang2 elok, kadang2 tak elok.
what say you?

i'm almost there, to the limit.

Friday, May 6, 2011

play and pause

happy weekend, everyone !

Thursday, May 5, 2011


Im officially done with ALL the assignment.
Just finished it all, tapi rasa tak puas hati.
Rasa macam nak edit2, tapi dah tak larat dah.
Kalau kepala ni boleh tebuk,
dah lama saya buat kasi berangin sikit.

Im not gonna open any book dah,
not until sekolah bukak balik in Sept.

Dah muak dah tgk semua ni.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Lora Bt Haziq

You know Jasara? My good friend from TKC.
She's now a mother of a very cute baby girl (Lora) !!
Great thing is, Lora shares the same birthdate as her uncle, uncle boo.

CONGRATULATIONS Jasara and Haziq !! :)

Saturday, April 16, 2011