hope and faith

less than three months to the wedding

preparation is going well, glad i started early

wedding dress 1, going to the tailor in Ampang Park tmrw

walaupun im still unsure on which design to choose

yes, i am fickle like that

and will be going to Penang after that to meet the tailor for wedding dress 2

sambil2 join the Penang Bridge International Marathon

i am currently down with mild fever and cough

was busy with sister's wedding last weekend

lack of sleep and rest, that is why

but im alright, still can go to work and classes

i had a lot of thinking and pondering before sleep lately

about life, marriage and yada yada

i was ready and eagerly wanting to get married, at one time

not saying that i have changed my mind

but the feeling of...scared of being someone's wife

i understand the obligation and what nots

but it becomes scarier to think whether if he can make me happy all the time

without being neglected or ignored

and it becomes scarier-er to think if i can make my future husband a happy husband

agree with his retweet on twitter

RT: Falling in love is one of best feelings in the world,

but falling in love with the wrong person is what I don't wanna feel.

Can't say anything much, i guess

but to pray and have faith

minta dijauhkan benda buruk dan dikurniakan benda yg baik2 belaka

and i hope this feeling is a reminder to me, to be a good partner

and importantly, a good wife to him

memories are always be the things that give us the strength

I am doing the best for the wedding

because i believe that the six years of love deserves a celebration

and i trust, the love that i have now is the purest and the best i ever had

"Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad,

but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living."

- Sandra Bullock in Hope Floats